how can i know
that you are real
how can i feel
like they felt
how can i know
please reveal
yourself to me
this i plead
in my time
of need

my life is broken
shattered to pieces on the floor
and they have left me
lonely
broken only to seek you lord
once more
so i am here
with tears
streaming down my face
i can’t breathe
the walls close in
i can’t erase

the sin
consumes me
and i knew
but still i did what she
wanted to do
entitled to my sin
i choose
whatever wrath
that burns within
and now the pool of my sin
is drowning me within

i can feel
you burning deep inside
all the past
that wants to drown the life
that i denied
but you walked
on the water to reveal
who you are
and now lord i can feel
your hand
it is wrapped tightly here in mine
and i am not alone
but i let go
am i fine?
no,
i’m not fine

the pain
is too much for me to bear
i can’t do it
i can’t do this life anymore
i am here and broken on the floor
are you real
did you feel
did you hear
me cry out to you
are you real?
do you feel
the pain that seers me inside
i want to hide
but i know
you can see me
you can feel me
you know me
cause you made me!

and i can feel
you burning deep inside
all the past
that wants to drown the life
that i denied
but you walked
on the water to reveal
who you are
and now lord i can feel
your hand
it is wrapped tightly here in mine
and i am not alone
i am fully known
i am fine

i am not broken
you have spoken
and i can hear you
i can feel you!