Christian Mom

State of Affairs

Truth that the Bible

told us would be

if it is now

then we will see


that those we love

that didn’t decide

to ask Jesus please

in their heart abide


won’t come with us

they will stay here

and live in hellish

terrible fear


but if this isn’t

the time right now

and this is a lesson

for us to bow


and pray “Dear Lord,

give us a chance”

redeem us all

it’s not happenstance

that my brother

or sister, isn’t saved

so please give me time

the road must be paved


God gives us answers

to our request

And He gives us time

we are so blessed


this world is an open

and disgusting book

if you step back

in truth, take a look


because of a few,

they made the rest sick

nothing is okay

and the rules came so quick


close up the shops

put them on their knees

because of a age old

normal disease


now sweet families

are tragically lost

19 million strong

a deafening cost


depend on the government,

scary are they,

they created rules

so now they can say

cover your face

be scared of your friend

don’t get together

this scar will send

most to a state

of inhuman scale

and this mental struggle

will only prevail

to show us that sheep

will surely just play

to whatever the tune

the flute players say


In a state

of lesser the ill

and greater the number

of dependence fill

do you see that

this world is ripe

to play to the tune

of one ruler’s Pipe


one person telling

us all to bow down

to his golden idol

or you’ll be cast down

and now take a mark

to buy what you need

so you can provide

for those of your seed


read what is clear

look how you live

with prayer you can ask

for God to forgive

and take you to heaven

on that sudden day

when all of us Christians

are taken away

we all disappear

it’s promised to us

a miracle greater

will cause such a fuss


and so I will say

history repeats

Remember Hitler

propaganda defeats

all logic and sense

from weakness and sin

and look how it started

feeling hero-like within.


We are all in this storm, we are all floating in different boats.  For all those who have had loved ones perish from the recent sickness, I am so sorry and I pray your loved one was saved and is now in Heaven.  That is the most important thing for all of us.

Subjective essentials is not something to be taken lightly.  Having someone tell you what is essential is tyranny.  Jesus is essential.  Worship is essential.  The gathering of the Holy Spirit is essential.

At first I was angry at my mom because she started talking about the Tribulation.  I was so defensive.  “You will never know the time or the day, it says that in the Bible.”  But as things progressively get worse all around me, not better, I am slowly understanding that, I have no idea how we will come back from this.  How things will ever “get better”.

This is beyond my wildest dreams, that all you have to do is put fabric over your face, in any form, in order to enter a store to buy something.  Make everyone look like bank robbers to say you care or you are empathetic?

I am sure that in some places it’s worse than others, so you probably don’t really believe me, but this is the hell I live in.

If this is the readying of the sheep that will follow the antichrist, then I can see how the tribulation will be terrible.  I am so glad I am saved and I am safe from all of it.

Nothing about 19 million plus, plus, plus of our population who have applied for unemployment, suffering to feed their families and devastating the global economy makes sense folks.  Think of all the little families that are struggling to put food on their tables, that are unable to provide for the children they were blessed with.  All because some people got a really bad flu.  19 million plus.

No one is talking about the devastation of losing your livelihood, losing your paycheck, losing your house, losing your capacity to stay sane.

No one is talking about the abuse, the suicide, the fear, the divorce rates, the depression, the children being abused.

All you see are heroes at the hospitals (who have always been there and we love and cherish them so much), yet, many of whom are being laid off too. People are terrified to go to the doctor, and are dying of preventable illness.

People wearing masks are connected to fictional super heroes like Spiderman.

People that wear masks in public are those that rob grocery stores, burglars that kidnap and devastate your homes.  People that wear masks are involved in the KKK for shame of what they do to other humans all loved and created by God.

People wear masks in public so they can be something they shouldn’t be.  People that wear masks devastated and killed too many Jews in poisonous showers.  People that wear masks are scary.

Mask is one letter away from Mark – the mark of the beast.  They are prepping the population and the population is ready.

People, media, propaganda want to glamorize the number of people that are sick with the flu, the amount of people that have died from it.  Which isn’t that much greater than any other year folks, cause they have skewed the numbers – doctors get paid a lot of money to say someone died from the flu now.

The number of people suffering, from a much greater – and longer lasting pain, is vastly greater than the people with the flu.

This problem is far greater than the stores opening back up.  This is far greater than stimulus money.  This is far greater than a crashing economy.  This is so much more.


Isaiah 53 

53 Who has believed what he has heard from us?[a]
    And to whom has the arm of the Lord been revealed?
For he grew up before him like a young plant,
    and like a root out of dry ground;
he had no form or majesty that we should look at him,
    and no beauty that we should desire him.
He was despised and rejected[b] by men,
    a man of sorrows[c] and acquainted with[d] grief;[e]
and as one from whom men hide their faces[f]
    he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Surely he has borne our griefs
    and carried our sorrows;
yet we esteemed him stricken,
    smitten by God, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions;
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,
    and with his wounds we are healed.
All we like sheep have gone astray;
    we have turned—every one—to his own way;
and the Lord has laid on him
    the iniquity of us all.

He was oppressed, and he was afflicted,
    yet he opened not his mouth;
like a lamb that is led to the slaughter,
    and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent,
    so he opened not his mouth.
By oppression and judgment he was taken away;
    and as for his generation, who considered
that he was cut off out of the land of the living,
    stricken for the transgression of my people?
And they made his grave with the wicked
    and with a rich man in his death,
although he had done no violence,
    and there was no deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it was the will of the Lord to crush him;
    he has put him to grief;[g]
when his soul makes[h] an offering for guilt,
    he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days;
the will of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.
11 Out of the anguish of his soul he shall see[i] and be satisfied;
by his knowledge shall the righteous one, my servant,
    make many to be accounted righteous,
    and he shall bear their iniquities.
12 Therefore I will divide him a portion with the many,[j]
    and he shall divide the spoil with the strong,[k]
because he poured out his soul to death
    and was numbered with the transgressors;
yet he bore the sin of many,
    and makes intercession for the transgressors.

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